I wonder
How long is this waiting will be
Like I have been promised
By an unknown that I never knew if existed
Is this wait worth?
Or hopeless?
I want to be happy
Like others
To have a family
To have child of my own
Is this wait worth?
Or hopeless?
Fighting a demon inside
Reminding that i am not enough
Not worth to anyone
Deserve no happiness
Is this wait worth?
Or hopeless?
I guess
My journey is long way to go
Before letting someone into my messy life
To realize; I am worth to myself first.
